The international pop icon discussed the emotional weight of her track “honeybee,” which she described as a major lyrical breakthrough. “How do I write a love song that feels like it matters to me?” Rodrigo asked, noting she wanted to capture a more mature, nuanced romance. Highlighting the lyric, I hope I never see what your face looks like going. A face, I swear I could spend my whole life knowing, she admitted the reality of love can be daunting. “Being with someone who you are attached to and adore in this way, it’s the most terrifying thing ever,” she confessed. “I have it right now. I hope it doesn’t go away.”
Rodrigo also shared how severe jet lag inadvertently fueled her songwriting process for “stupid song” and “begged,” writing the latter at 4:00 AM in a London hotel room while whisper-singing to avoid waking her best friend. “Something about feeling alone in the world and everyone else is asleep is just a beautiful bed to plant songwriting seeds,” she reflected.
The album concludes on an intensely dramatic note with “cigarette smoke,” a track written just a week before the vinyl deadline. Producer Dan Nigro began playing a chord progression that gave Rodrigo a “full body visceral reaction.” Pulling a poem from her phone that read, I thought we played the perfect couple, but you didn’t like the part, the pair captured lightning in a bottle. “There’s like just some weird electricity in the room in between like you and the other person you’re writing with, or between you and the divine,” Rodrigo told Lowe. “It’s a pretty dark way to end the album, but I kind of like how the first song is like the happiest song ever and then the last song is like the darkest song ever.”
